Tuesday, April 26, 2005
7:05 AM
aaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhh!!! I am so very angry with my parents! wad did I do wrong? and now u want to take my handphone away for 1 week?! how hard must I fight to prove to you that I am not at all at fault? aargh! I can't stand it any more it looks like the more I avoid home the less trouble I get into but I don't want to do that, I want to stay at home and study like everyone else but it just looks like every time I am at home I'll get it from them.. every single waking hour its like this and they expect me to do well under their unreasonable conditions? I don't want to make war with them, I really don't but do I just sit down and watch them vent their anger from work on me? All I want to do is set things straight.. I don't want to argue for the sake of argueing really, I have you parents in my heart really.. it's just thtsometimes things get really unreasonable around here and and i need to vent it out some how, yes I have feelings too you know, I don't just sit there taking your blows without a proper reason and wait for you to finish without saying a word, I feel things in case you haven't already known and it's not always anger ok? I don't hate them.(although this entry is written mainly for my parents pls dunn tell them abt it or it would be the last entry of my life)