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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

9:49 AM

here's wad goes on in the backroads of an insecure person's mind.. it is sitting alone in a house during the quiet afternoon hours.. wondering why the phone won't ring, wodering what happened to your 'real' friends. it longing for someone to talk to, soul to soul, but thinking tht there is no such person worthy of your trust.. or it is tht feeling tht they wouldn't like me if they knew the real me.. it is becoming terrified to talk to a grp of ur peers, and feeling lyk a fool when u get home. it is wondering why other ppl. have so much more talent and ability than you do. it is admittingthat you have become a failure as a student as a person.. it is disliking everything abt urself and wishing, constantly wishing you could be someone else. it is feeling unloved and unlovable, lonely and terribly sad.. it is lying in bed after everyone's asleep.. pondering the vast emptiness tht's inside and longing for unconditional love. it is intense self pity and more than anything else insecurity is the root cause of depression..



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