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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

11:13 PM
bleah bleah bleah..tht's the kind of noises i've been making inside of my head recently. i've been really, really easily irritated.. esp. durin schl and i think tmr will be no different so i got to wait till after 4 tmr to release all the tension, feel lyk juz going to schl tmr and turn off immediately, don't even want to touch my laptop.. sigh all this in bad timing.. it's the last week of schl and we're all changing classes and everyone's starting to miss 1 another and anticipating the end of schl but i just dun have the mood.. hai hope i'll recover soon.. why the glumness? sigh probably it's because i've been rather dissapointed lately.. it's lyk i expected y.z to bring his hxxxr(er.. sumthin tht i was promised b4 and would hav made my day) on Tues, but he ponned schl tht day and tht got me down a little, and on Tues i asked agn if he could bring it on Wed. but he tod me no politely, and knowing myself, i got all worked up.. sigh.. why? although i feel dissapointed at him.. it doesn't mean i hav to get frustrated at all! i mean tht thing's not even mine and i'm getting angry at him for not bringing it? why? it's just my selfish nature, the one thing that blinds me in regarding other people's position, feelings and thoughts. so y.z i'm really sorry if i sounded angry at you on MSN even though i was hiding so much of it, i'm really sorry, u deserved better. besides this matter there were quite a few other things tht was quite enough to build up impatience in me to break me down like things tht were already planned but couldn't be worked out at the very last minute.. lyk tchr's day.. i really wanted to go back for the celebration to see all my old frens and tchrs, but it turns out tht there's a test tht's stoppin me.. and it starts at the sametime.. arghh. so very dissapointed. sigh.. tht's abt it.. all i can do now is sit and wait for tmr to pass..

yet when i talk to some people it calms me down=)



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