Monday, April 10, 2006
9:42 PM
sigh.. i actually have to explain this.. segregating myself frm you is not running away, its sadly happens to be my BEST solution now. what else do you expect me to do? come to you all excited, bubbly and stuff? i'd believe tht would be really fake and would last only for a fragment of a second.. as clearly and plainly put in evan's blog: "and you'll be surprised at how many are just hiding under that facade. everything's so superficial, so fake.its not easy to change you say, i know cos most of the time we're trying to change the outward image when our inward is the same, evil and hideous. start from the inside. pray.(:" i've prayed abt it.. hav u?i wish never to talk about this part of my life ever again, its not nice and i don't like things tht are not nice=/